i am just so disappointed in you.

dear sharky's owner,
you know, actually i dont think i am 'chio', i never did. speak for yourself.
i have to say, you are a friend that doesnt actually stay true to her friends.
you are just a girl that i used to regard as a veryvery good friend.
but you know, in the end, its just the pure disappointment that overwhelms me.
you are the most insensitive, and sometimes, i just think you think too highly of yourself.
most of the time, alot of things you do, i dont approve, yet i just laugh and pretend some of your lame jokes are funny.
you know, if you dont actually know how to use the word 'disgust' well, dont use it.
because it aint actually 'disgust' if you manage to hang around with a 'disgusting' person so much. until i fell out with you.
seriously, trying to be your so called 'popular' in class aint gonna work if you continue being like what you are. cos what you are, nobody likes, i can tell you, hell lot of pple gossip about you. i refrain. until i see what you are doing to me.
except your 'great friend'. lol, even she craps about you. she doesnt exactly regard you as a ohmygoditotallyadoreyouandyouaremybestfriend.
i used to think you were like really nice. like REALLY nice. until you started being mean and stuff to other people when you are with me.
and when you start giving me att. just cos you sit with your 'great friend' doesnt exactly mean that you are as popular as she is. cos its not the looks, or who you hang out with. its who you are that shines through.
and seriously, alot of people i know that you regard as close friends, dont exactly think the same.
and hell no, i do not gain happiness at the expense of others. once again, speak for yourself.
people stand up for me. ha. that i never knew, mind telling me who online?
and really seriously absolutely. i aint the one who needs changing.

tears.