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i just realised i've turned really bitter over the past two days. because of superficial shit.
yea, its like i think that i have been thinking that i liked you, but now i think that i just imagined it. shit, now i admit, in some weird way, i am bloody weird. but i realised its all in thoughts, nothing set in stone. and why am i so bitteR? whenever i see something around you not related to me, i just turn sour. bitter. salty. anything but sweet. and you dont seem to care what happens to me either. i remembered, you told me awhile back, because i was telling you about my personal thoughts about some stuff. inner beauty was what mattered most, in your opinion. and back then, your opinion mattered, to me.alot. but now, i am starting to feel you an empty vessel who knows how to spill alota crap that everyone thinks makes sense, which does, but which you just spout but not apply. and along comes this other girl. a friend, perhaps, but she is stunningly pretty. ever since you started knowing her, you stopped talking to me so much. maybe i am just imagining this, but it hurts. you know? betcha dont. now you just made me blabber about shit. and i am prolly going to , for a long time.

Missed him @4:57 AM